Over six years and eight-hundred pages later, it finally happens! Is it worth it? You betcha! But it's a very anticlimactic moment. XD
I mean, apart from getting that thing you may have wanted your whole life, hormones DO take a while to do anything substantial. It's exciting because it's a huge personal milestone. But it's also boring because the rest of your day is probably otherwise like any other. Personally, I waited until the next morning to start. My wife had already gone to work, so I ate a bowl of cereal and watched YouTube when I took it (Game Grumps playing Monopoly, if I recall), and went on to draw for the rest of the day. It was a memorable moment, but not really anything special just yet.
Not that that's necessarily a bad thing though. ^_^
Fun Raindom Fact: I strongly considered naming this page "The End". Why? I'm sure I've mentioned this a hundred times by now, but when I started the comic, I wasn't on hormones yet. So I almost wasn't going to have Rain begin her medical transition in the story, for fear that my inexperience would lead to bad writing and misinformation. And originally, the final page of the story was going to have Rain take her first dose with more or less this exact dialogue (though the chapter otherwise would've been quite different). Obviously, there's a lot unresolved right now, so it's not actually the end.
Anyway, I started hormones over four years ago, and I've since gained the firsthand experience to be able to talk about it, and I decided back then I wanted to cover it. So obviously, the story couldn't end there. For what it's worth, this did NOT necessarily make the story longer. This page just would've come later on rather than on this date. Surely, there would still be unresolved character arcs and prom coming up at this time either way. I was just able to bump this scene up so as to make it no longer the ending. Now the ending is completely different, and the final page has changed many times since then. But I like where I'm currently going now; it's just a matter of getting there. ^_^
Coming full circle, I did not name this page "The End". It's not the end of story. It's not even the end of the chapter. I thought it might be funny to make the reference to this being the old ending, but I know not everyone reads my blurbs, and I feared some might actually believe I was just going to awkwardly and unexpectedly drop off the story here. Considering how many unfinished webcomics are out there, it wouldn't be without precedent either. So as much as I wanted to do it, I think it might've caused more problems than laughs.
Maybe if I were posting this on April Fools Day, but this is basically the Christmas post, so I should try to be good. So come join us again next Wednesday for the natural progression of the story as I would've done anyway. XD
When I took my first dose it was anticlimactic too. But I also know that transitioning is a marathon, not a sprint. I fully expected it to take as much as 4 or 5 years since I am quite old, but here only 4 months of HRT down, and I'm seeing changes I would've never dreamed would come so quickly.Time to tighten up the seat belts cuz this is gonna be one interesting and scary ride for me. At least Rain has half a year of real life experience behind her.... I got zero yet, and that's what frightens me the most... How I'm gonna handle the inevitable RLE yet.
Reminds me of when I started hehe. Though going though money issues and such it's aggrivating trying to get Texas clinics to help you. I'll get back to them when. I can but go Rain! :D
I know it's strange but I've been following this comic for 4 years and have been working towards my own transition kinda wished i could have been on HRT by now
I started reading your comic earlier this year and binge read it up to date recently, this year has been rather awful for me and i just wanted to thank you for your beautiful comic
I was born male but i identify as female myself so i could empathise with Rain easily, Also Emily X Rain has made me gush harder than anything else I've read or watched this year, Seriously my OTP.
Thank you so much your series is beautiful and so are you.
Only just over a month to go and those same little pills will be in my hand. I'm reading this just before midnight on Christmas Eve.... This is my wish!
In fairness, the Estrogen dissolves under the tongue, which was what I was thinking more about when I drew this. In hindsight, I probably should've included a glass of water for the Spiro though. XD
Still, awful taste? I never thought it tasted bad. In fact, as someone who isn't great with pills in general, I think Spiro goes down easier than almost anything I've ever taken. In a weird way, now that I don't need to take it anymore, I actually kinda miss it. Maybe it's just me? XD
Different brands of Spiro taste different. The brown pill doesn't taste too bad, but the white pill is gawd awful vomit inducing. The white pills are also quite a bit larger than the brown counterpart, making them more difficult to swallow.
OMG, I just discovered this comic yesterday and have now finished binge-reading the whole thing. The story is incredible and what a perfect time to get caught up!
my first dose was much the same as many of you, and Rain. anticlimactic, but at the same time... liberating i think would be acceptable. but now, the random emotions... very frustrating when they slam into like an 18 wheeler to the face at 90 mph...despite being oddly cathartic at the same time. but i wouldn't change it for anything.
On the other hand, starting testosterone is (or at least was) super dramatic, because it only came via long needle into the muscle for a while until other methods were approved. It did still take like a month for results to begin to show, but big stabby needle is definitely dramatic. As is the knowledge that one has to stab oneself with a similar needle at least biweekly.
"What? Rain is evolving!"
And Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good night!
Merry Christmas ♥ Hope everyone has a nice holiday, whatever yours happens to be ♥
I know it's strange but I've been following this comic for 4 years and have been working towards my own transition kinda wished i could have been on HRT by now
well she beat me but I'm starting next month!
*TRANSFORM!
I was born male but i identify as female myself so i could empathise with Rain easily, Also Emily X Rain has made me gush harder than anything else I've read or watched this year, Seriously my OTP.
Thank you so much your series is beautiful and so are you.
They are large, oblong, white pills with a 'MP 303' engraved on one side. They're kinda weird.
Happy Hanunkha
Joyous Kwanza
Festivus
And to the Agnostics happy weekend
As for Rain starting Hormones
Yay I'm so happy for her
I will one day take my first dose
I can't wait
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sensory_overload
In fairness, the Estrogen dissolves under the tongue, which was what I was thinking more about when I drew this. In hindsight, I probably should've included a glass of water for the Spiro though. XD
Still, awful taste? I never thought it tasted bad. In fact, as someone who isn't great with pills in general, I think Spiro goes down easier than almost anything I've ever taken. In a weird way, now that I don't need to take it anymore, I actually kinda miss it. Maybe it's just me? XD
Different brands of Spiro taste different. The brown pill doesn't taste too bad, but the white pill is gawd awful vomit inducing. The white pills are also quite a bit larger than the brown counterpart, making them more difficult to swallow.
One day, Heather, one day....