Poor Rain. For those of you who are less familiar with the experience, dysphoria really is just this constant downward spiral. Once one little thing sets a person off, their mind starts wandering to every other crap thing in their life. At least, that’s my experience.
And then poor Maria. She wants to help; she can’t just let her friend beat herself up like this. But she doesn’t seem to be having much luck.
Now that I hear that description of Dysphoria I recognize myself as being a long-term sufferer of it. Being in a bit of a funk will 'cause me to not want to do my chores, the buildup in the chores makes my funk even worse so I don't even think about the chores . . . etc.
I've experienced dysphoria before. Kinda still do every now and then. But, in te end I always look on the brighter side.
Like how I'm going to pay for working organs for my love, so we can have a family ^^
I know it probably sounds unrealistic, but no matter what happens, Me and her are gonna do it.
I really wanna put the names that I have planned for our children, but I just feel like I would be rambling. Unless anyone would like to know?
I could be having a perfectly good day and then one instance of dysphoria will hit me and I'll suddenly be trudging through a bunch of horrible memories and thoughts related to my gender identity that refuse to leave me alone
Like how I'm going to pay for working organs for my love, so we can have a family ^^
I know it probably sounds unrealistic, but no matter what happens, Me and her are gonna do it.
I really wanna put the names that I have planned for our children, but I just feel like I would be rambling. Unless anyone would like to know?
Sure. What names do you have in mind?
^w^
I could be having a perfectly good day and then one instance of dysphoria will hit me and I'll suddenly be trudging through a bunch of horrible memories and thoughts related to my gender identity that refuse to leave me alone