Comic 99 - Burden

6th Jul 2011, 2:00 AM in Ch 4: Not the Same
Burden
Average Rating: 4.67 (3 votes)
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Jocelyn 6th Jul 2011, 2:00 AM edit delete
Jocelyn
Here’s a fun fact that a lot of folks don’t realize - or at least, won’t accept - about transgendered people: for most of us, if we could just NOT be transgendered, we would. Although I hesitate to call it an entirely horrible experience in every way, it IS painful, troublesome, lonely and just generally unfortunate to have to be like this.

I’ve heard a lot of cisgendered people who seem to insist that we can just turn it off and stop being transgendered at any time (not much different from the argument that “being gay is a choice” really). But if someone’s never been in a situation like that or had such feelings, how can they make a claim like that and call it fact?

I mean, you wouldn’t trust someone’s opinion on a movie if they never saw the movie, right?

Just some food for thought, I suppose.

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Doomy 6th Jul 2011, 2:16 AM edit delete reply
Doomy
Heart to heart conversation!

I hope they could still stay friends.
He seems like a nice enough guy anyway.

And aw, read your post just now and it's real deep and heart-touching. You have my full support! Live life the way you want! <3

EDIT: I srsly need to catch up with this comic! *still on chap 2* OTL;;;;
LauraEss 5th Oct 2011, 2:28 PM edit delete reply
LauraEss
Ah yes, the classic "snap out of it" idea...
CyberSkull 20th Mar 2012, 12:29 PM edit delete reply
CyberSkull
That actually makes perfect sense.
Jennifer K 17th Feb 2014, 4:34 PM edit delete reply
Man, I love this comic. Because being trans isn't about "wanting to be the opposite gender." It's about already BEING the opposite gender and having to go through a whole bunch of crap to actually get everyone else to believe you. Like, I'm proud to be a transwoman, but given the option I would honestly choose being a cis anything over this in a heartbeat.
Chase 6th Jul 2014, 6:48 PM edit delete reply
I know this comment is late on this strip, but expect a few, as I'm binge reading.

You encompass the... problem with being what we are perfectly. I'd give anything to not be transgender, to feel what other people feel, to not hate the mirror, and I'm only just now escaping that feeling, half a year into my transition, after over thirty years.

Thank you.
Lex-Kat 14th Nov 2016, 2:10 AM edit delete reply
Lex-Kat
I know what you mean. I'm late to this strip and posting comments, as well. Later than you, even.

And yes, I'd give anything to not be transgender, to just be... "normal".

I came out in 2000, as I mentioned earlier. And after a couple years of friend support, but not knowing what to do, or where to go to next, I took a step back "in the closet".

I continued to get mani/pedis, grow my hair long, and wear earrings. Many people just assumed I was "different", but happy. In reality, I was dying inside, watching cis-girls walk by and wishing I could be them. Or worse, wishing that an oncoming semi would end my pain.

But I gained new friends at work. And those friends helped me be myself, to truly be myself and to look for help with it. And now, three years later, I am more happy than I can remember being, because I am me.

I still wish that I was a cis-woman, but I would never want to hide myself again.
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